Eyes With Fire Will See Light Everywhere

On March 8 th as usual I was getting all the women’s day SMS /FWD messages / email chains. Sitting at my cubicle in the office I was thinking about the all the women I talked   in my last 25 yrs of existence. All the nice conversations, Kodak moments, funny incidents rolled like a reel in front of my mind. The following 3 people’s life I adore the most not because of who they are ? or what they have done in their life but because of how they are leading their lives. The commonality among them is all are good fighters in their life. UDAY’s MOTHER :                  She is my childhood frined’s mother but became one of my best friends during the course of my life. She is always there for me during my low times of life.She used to tell stories to make my low times bearable.She had struggled through out her life in one way or another.Fighting in life has become routine for her.Sometimes she...

Last two to three weeks I am hearing about astrology from every 2nd person I have called. One friend was scolding astrologers for making his life a little discomfort by bluffing his parents; another friend’s parents were worried due to a comment made by one astrologer on their daughter’s marriage; my brother was against my family astrologer’s forecast and I myself was in utter shock due to various forecast made various astrologers on various things for various people and ultimately all turned out to utter non-sense. What people say about astrology is it predicts our future on the basic assumption that our life is predestined. Is life predestined? If yes what is the point of doing hard work or for that matter do something / anything in life? We can just sit at one place and wait for the things to happen. I guess the only thing that can happen is DEATH at one point or another and I guess only DEATH is predestined. Destiny, u r destined to sth, etc., are used just to motivate people t...

We are drawn to fascination about certain things when we read about them in some blogs or watch in movies or read in some books and hope that if the same things happen in our life without compromise it would be wonderful or at least grateful.Suddenly life hits you and puts u into the ground and say “Honeyyyyyy that is not as easy as you thought or read.” We get up from the ground ,clear the dust from the body and say “ Damnnn !! another fight.” My engagement has been called off by the bride’s side quoting some stupid reason. I wonder is it an excuse they have been looking or the real reason (as u may be never know how a human being thinks). The reason was the bride’s father was not sure of me taking care of his daughter. He said he do not have faith in me. I do not have counter argument for this. I am not a salesman to convince him that if his daughter marries me life is wonderful and happy forever.How wonderful life would be depends on how consciously you lead your li...

Archie Gates:    What's the most important thing in life? Troy Barlow:     Respect. Archie Gates:    Too dependent on other people. Conrad Vig:      What, love? Archie Gates:    A little Disneyland, isn't it? Chief Elgin:        God's will. Archie Gates:    Close. Troy Barlow:    What is it then? Archie Gates:    Necessity. Troy Barlow:     As in? Archie Gates:    As in people do what is most necessary to them at any given moment.

After Couple of Scuba dives near Tso Sai Ban and Tso Sai Bay we started going back to PHI PHI DON Island where we had booked our accommodation. It is already getting dusk and we are in the middle of the ocean. It is freaking cold outside and myself sipping cup of hot water every now and then ,just watching the sunset, waves of the OCEAN,my breath and the silence in the surroundings recalling the following poem from “Zindagi Nahi Mela Dubbara “ movie : Pighlay neelam sa behta hua yeh samaan Neeli neeli si khamoshiyaan Na kahin hai zameen Na kahin aasmaan Sarsaraati huyi tehniyaan, pattiyaan Keh rahi hain ki bas ek tum ho yahaan Sirf main hoon meri saansein hain aur meri dhadkanein Aisi gehraiyaan Aisi tanhaiyaan Aur main sirf main Apne honay pe mujhko yaqeen aa gaya.   Translation: The moment flows by like molten sapphire Deep Blue silences No Earth below No Sky above The rustling branches and leaves Saying that only you are here Only me My breath My heartbe...

 Most of the adults (males) I met are so fantasized about going for Thailand for a holiday trip before marriage , when I enquired what is that they are so fascinated about there is no explicit answer for it. Most of them have their own perceptions about it; so many have other people’s perception. Though I never understood their curiosity of Thailand I planned for Thailand trip only to do.SKY DIVING. But as life has it take on you ,due to some legal issues for moving to new drop zone the Thai Sky adventure team could not able to open the drop zones by the time I reached there and having nothing to do I decided to find out what brings people to Thailand. Here are the things: Cheap Sex ( Prostitution is Legal in Thailand) as low as Rs 40 per hour (I overheard the price) Cheap Thai Massages (including the erotic ones you see in You tube) Gals/WOMEN Cheap Shopping (including GEMS/Jewelry) / adventure activities   Though the fourth point is not cheap for INDIANS. PATTAYA CITY...

Honestly speaking I do not like comfortable life. It makes me sick and lower my sprites and life energies. That is the reason I keep on doing one thing or the other. But I came to a point in my life that the longing to have larger slice of life has reached its peak and whatever I am doing is not making me satisfy that hunger and there is always some sense of inefficiency in my life. I do not know what to do from now on. This made me completely dejected, demotivated, demoralized,depress and all the other de words. I am rippling over this because I do not have the words to explain the intensity in which I am suffering. That is the reason I want Tragedy in my life. The tragedy which will make me lose myself. I googled for examples but could not able to find one. There is a lot of help in the world for the people who want to come out of tragedy but none for the people who wants tragedy. This is even more frustrating .Damn even the internet can’t help me. Spoke to couple of friends but c...