Eyes With Fire Will See Light Everywhere

Honestly speaking I do not like comfortable life. It makes me sick and lower my sprites and life energies. That is the reason I keep on doing one thing or the other. But I came to a point in my life that the longing to have larger slice of life has reached its peak and whatever I am doing is not making me satisfy that hunger and there is always some sense of inefficiency in my life. I do not know what to do from now on. This made me completely dejected, demotivated, demoralized,depress and all the other de words. I am rippling over this because I do not have the words to explain the intensity in which I am suffering. That is the reason I want Tragedy in my life. The tragedy which will make me lose myself. I googled for examples but could not able to find one. There is a lot of help in the world for the people who want to come out of tragedy but none for the people who wants tragedy. This is even more frustrating .Damn even the internet can’t help me. Spoke to couple of friends but c...

As a child I used to cycle around 21kms daily on my cycle sometimes giving ride to friends. I never used to enjoy it as I used to feel it as so laborious and used to scold my father for building the house outside the town. After 10 years:      I somehow convinced my office colleague and borrowed his bicycle and started having rides on it. The first ride to my house is very tiresome. But things changed as I started to continue the rides on it. Morning rides on the bike are just awesome and if it is a weekend it is even more awesome. I especially like the rides on the downhill just after completing the uphill ride  bcz here comes the moment of carpe diem - u just have to do nothing the cycle rolls down without any effort and the cool breeze kisses u very gently on the face, no thoughts , no worries just ceasing the moment. I am loving it and then starts tedious uphill ride and then followed by downhill ride. The efforts u put to ride a uphill is worth it f...