Interval Bang
As I was falling from the plane from 13300 ft with a speed of 200Km/hr, I felt very much relieved as I completed my bucket list that was created five years back.I became free from it. I was so attached to the bucket list that there was a background process running all the time in my mind to complete the bucket list. Freedom is unexplainable experience. I did not know how to express it and I felt like running running running and running. The moment I landed on the ground, I got an impression that half of my life was over. In the movie language, the first half was over and the interval time had arrived. Bazinga!!!
Looking back, life was mostly passive till third year of my engineering education. Life spurted during the final year. Then it started to scrawl then to walk then to sprint then to run. Past 6 to 7 years, life was at a very good rush: Ignorance recognized, ego brought down, confidence unveiled, courage uncovered, love craved, character built, innocence protected, youthful vibrance revisited, unknown knowns became known knowns, unknown unknowns became known unknowns.
I am vexed with the goals based approach towards life. Having a bucket list and meeting it is very cumbersome experience. The problem with goals is that if you failed to achieve them, they would have severe impact on you. They make you restless. I found system based approach much more fruitful, engaging and healthy. I am moving to System based approach towards life. Thanks to Scott Adams (the dilbert guy) for helping me on that front.
I want the second half of my life to be more active and less passive. I do not want to carry or add any more baggages with me. I wanted to be free from all those baggages that would drag my energy levels down. I am currently cherishing my time during the interval break and preparing for the second half of life.
PS: In the endless pit of what once was me. Layer and layer you(life) peel of me, the pain it is, but the joy it brings. Thank you for showing me what i'm not, For showing me what i could be. Thank you heart fully. (tweaked little bit from main source)
Looking back, life was mostly passive till third year of my engineering education. Life spurted during the final year. Then it started to scrawl then to walk then to sprint then to run. Past 6 to 7 years, life was at a very good rush: Ignorance recognized, ego brought down, confidence unveiled, courage uncovered, love craved, character built, innocence protected, youthful vibrance revisited, unknown knowns became known knowns, unknown unknowns became known unknowns.
I am vexed with the goals based approach towards life. Having a bucket list and meeting it is very cumbersome experience. The problem with goals is that if you failed to achieve them, they would have severe impact on you. They make you restless. I found system based approach much more fruitful, engaging and healthy. I am moving to System based approach towards life. Thanks to Scott Adams (the dilbert guy) for helping me on that front.
I want the second half of my life to be more active and less passive. I do not want to carry or add any more baggages with me. I wanted to be free from all those baggages that would drag my energy levels down. I am currently cherishing my time during the interval break and preparing for the second half of life.
PS: In the endless pit of what once was me. Layer and layer you(life) peel of me, the pain it is, but the joy it brings. Thank you for showing me what i'm not, For showing me what i could be. Thank you heart fully. (tweaked little bit from main source)
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