After completing MBA and starting my career in the field I love, I finally checked off all the items in the bucket list. With contentment and happiness, I teared off the bucket list sheet. It felt so good. Even if I die today, I have no major regrets in my life. After tearing the bucket list, I decided not to have any bucket list, I wanted to go with the flow of the life and take life as it comes. The initial 3-4 months were really good.It's like first phase of retirement: simple, less burdensome, nothing to lose and happy phase, and then slowly vacuum started entering into the life. One Sunday morning, I was just sitting on my bed with nothing to do.I sat motionless, directionless and aimless.I felt alone and lonely. Questions like what to do with life ? what's in store for me ? popped up again and again. I did not pay attention to them. I don't want to prepare and work on another bucket list. I am afraid of pursuing another bucket list as it takes huge emotional str...
Went to team outing somewhere near SANGAM. It is a resort in the forest with Cauvery water floating in between the forest ranges. It’s a kinda of aloof to the normal world. My friend and myself left the other team members who are playing at the shore of the river and went a little deep further into the water just flipping the legs and no hand movement so that we could swim like a fish inside the water. And then suddenly sun came out of the clouds and we happen to watch the sun rays from inside the water. It is a amazing scene. The rays are bright yellow in color with visible radiance around the rays. I felt like as if I am watching the light right after coming out of mother womb. It is a delight to watch that particular scene. I kept my hands under the rays inside the water and my light brown color hand appeared like bright gold yellow color .My hands never appeared so beautifully to me . WOW. It made my day. PS: 1)A glance at the people on the shore t...
It took nearly three and half years to get the new tattoo inked on my body. This tattoo has a special significance to me as it represents me psychologically and emotionally. The inception of the idea of getting tattooed has begun when I met Aparna Sarepaka (alias Appy) who is an amazing artist (One of few best artists I have known till date) and was amazed by her designs and sketches. I asked her whether she could help me out in sketching myself for a tattoo. She agreed and asked me to fill a template about likes / dislikes and interests /disinterests. She actually sent me some designs but those are cluttered and needed some modifications. I requested her to do the same. Meanwhile she got busy with her exams and then with her life and the project went on HOLD.Then I worked independently looking lot of designs in different cultures and trying to match to my philosophy in life.Nothing got materialized. After sometime I met Tejaswi Damaraju , an architect with immense interest in des...
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